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brokenclndstn
28 March 2008 @ 08:05 pm
she had the world  

SO HELL YEAH IM IN THE HOUSE TONITE. FFAF and listening to pretty.odd. of course. music is my life. dont do much else.

so.
VERDICT #1:
I am almost in tears, actually. i really love everything about this band. I am however, so fricken sick that i didnt get to see them when they were

PANIC! at the Disco..i'll never forget the first time i heard "SINS"...junior year. US history and government, this girl was like have "u ever heard of panic at the disco?" and i had, once or twice. and she was like "i dig them"....and i was like "yeah". and played the song in its entirety on the computer. it was dope. yeah, i said dope.

i found two pretty pictures to share with u:

brendonFACE!

i wanna do dirty things to brendon. look at those lips. theyre calling my name...

ryanFACE

ryan looks pretty as usual. no scarf? im just playin bb, i love scarves too. they dress ya neck.


i need spencer to look like this:
Spencer Smith

we have the same nose.

Jon Walker

and jon will always be fine.

whoa. got caught up in copy paste mode. or maybe im just horny?

ANYWHO
MY FAVE SONG SO FAR IS MIDDLE OF SUMMER.
the moon fell in love with the sun
All was golden in the sky
All was golden when the day met the night

When the sun found the moon
She was drinking tea out in a garden
Under the green umbrella trees
In the middle of summer

When the moon found the sun
He looked like he was barely hanging on
But her eyes saved his life
In the middle of summer

In the middle of summer
In the middle of summer
In the middle of summer

He was just hanging around
Then he fell in love
And he didn't know how
But he couldn't get out
Just hanging around
Then he fell in love

In the middle of summer
In the middle of summer

When the moon fell in love with the sun
All was golden in the sky
All was golden when the day met the night

So he said, "Would it be alright
If we just sat and talked for a little while?
If in exchange for your time
I give you this smile?"

So she said, "Hey that's ok,
As long as you can make a promise not to break
My little heart and leave me all alone
In the summer."

To this day they're drinking tea
In a garden under green umbrella trees
While we dream the wildest dreams
In the middle of summer

In the middle of summer
In the middle of summer
In the middle of summer

When the moon fell in love with the sun










i cant get enough of them. i wanna got to HCT. but its in rochester. and i as usual am poor and have no car.


can i confess something???
i kinda dont feel bad that fob couldnt play on antartica.

its panic time. fob need to stfu and stfd.k. 
take time off. get ur heads together. take ur mind off the money, wentz. get straight so u can maybe right another decent record. because other than patricks astounding vocals. infinity on high sometimes. blows. thanks for the memories???????????????????????????????????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


 
 
brokenclndstn
28 March 2008 @ 07:41 am
pretty.odd.  
by funnygosh
 
 
Current Music: pretty.odd.
 
 
brokenclndstn
26 March 2008 @ 12:11 am
pretty.ODD.: thoughts so far..  
 panic had to be high during the process of recording this....

i am and its amazing.



i wanna make love to folkin around.
to brendon urie....




more laterrrrr
 
 
Current Music: patd-she had the world
 
 
brokenclndstn
24 March 2008 @ 07:23 pm
thats what u get  
 
 
brokenclndstn
10 February 2008 @ 10:37 am
and as an afterthought...  
ps.  my new layout is my lame ass attempt to recognize the holiday that is impending on us. 

im every cliche but i simply do it best: i work at a  hallmark. GAG. well its a hallmark gift shop that also has a coffee shop. and i am the manager of this so called coffee shop.

love is so important. but why cant we love all year and not just on this day? fuck i want flowers and chocolate. is it so wrong if i buy them for myself? whos gonna know??
 
 
brokenclndstn
10 February 2008 @ 10:18 am
i really do need a pill to make this town feel ok. well not a pill, just a blunt  
 i think i waste too much time on music and bands. idk it helps though. but if u have ever seen fever pitch u know what im talking about. u do all this stuff for them (concerts,merch, spreading the word) and what do they do for u ? drink/drug our money away? most of the bands i like are utter assholes. then people wonder why im such a fob fan. duh.

feeling kinda blah. wish i could write whats holed up inside. like the way pete writes. im not really into the whole blogging thing. too paranoid i guess.

well. heres a start

my stepfather was shot and killed a year ago today. right before that my younger sister got hit by a car.. almost killed. my other younger sister (17) had a baby also this year.. gave me a cute ass little nephew. Jordan. my brother picked up my mouse to my computer and threw it against the wall because i said i wanted to go on.. i mean its MINE. i dont really know what the fuck is wrong with those little twirps. im still guessing its cuz theyre not my blood. (hears TAI singing "We are the Same Blood") 

ever since we moved i have officially lost contact with everyone from high school. my very last BFF jessica also got her dumb ass knocked up (WHO GETS KNOCKED UP WHEN THEY GRADUATE??HUH HUH?) and i kinda took it upon myself to just drop her. oh well. then i wonder why im in the house on saturday nites. last saturday i went to the movies with people from work. and lets just say im the youngest one at my job. 

my goal is to stop whining less and actual get off my ass and change my life. change the things that im not happy with. ive almost been outta high school 2 years. and if im not careful im not gonna have the successful life ive always dreamed of, and ill be stuck here in buffalo forever. I just got chills typing that...so scary

so its 2/10!!!!!!!!!!!! which means Nine in The Afternoon is gonna air tonite. yayayayayayyayaya it looks good. the grammys are also on.. wow look at the fun plans i have... and ill be going at them alone. because im always alone. im gonna die alone and be alone forever probably.. because i have issues with letting people in. no one is good enough for me because i have been royally fucked over by everyone whos ever been in my inner circle. 

what hurts the most is being so close.. lame i know. but its the truth. 

well im done whining for now. and the sad thing is this actually felt good. now if i could only get famous for blogging like that fat queen perez. ha.

there really ARE alot of baby birds out there. why does everyone i meet have to be so much younger than me??? i already have 2 younger sisters and DO NOT WANT anymore? oh im lonely. im talking out my ass
 
 
Current Music: stupid rascal flatts stuck in my head. i hate country music
 
 
brokenclndstn
09 February 2008 @ 11:15 am
Every Dot Com's Refreshing For A Journal Update  

theres either alot of rotten eggs or baby birds out there...

"It may be hard for an egg to turn into a bird: it would be a jolly sight harder for it to learn to fly while remaining an egg. We are like eggs at present. And you cannot go on indefinitely being just an ordinary, decent egg. We must be hatched or go bad. "

c.s. lewis
 

HAHA this was hilarious and intelligent all at the same time. He is referring to the allegations people made that he left hemmy alone in the car. which is true but who the fuck cares. i take my dog shopping too. 

gtfo idiots
 
 
brokenclndstn
08 February 2008 @ 07:37 pm
i love me some fairies  
 

                       

           

 
 
Current Mood: bitchy
Current Music: FYS, eotc
 
 
brokenclndstn
07 February 2008 @ 09:58 pm
i pre ordered pretty odd finally  
hey chris totally nixed from first to last. and theyre actually the only screamo band i can tolerate.

(especially if i need to be pumped up for the gym).

whatever yo


We draw to death, we draw to death
We draw to death, we draw to death, oh yeah


Can I touch your legs, do I make you sweat?
Can I touch your legs, do I make you sweat?
Can I touch your legs, do I make you sweat?
Can I touch your legs, do I make you sweat?
Can I touch your legs, do I make you sweat?
Can I touch your legs, do I make you sweat?
 
 
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: from first to last- kiss me im contagious
 
 
brokenclndstn
05 February 2008 @ 08:14 pm
wanna play guess who?  


its official.

i am in love.

(it is that time of year after all. )

and i love this love because it will never happen.

i am able to love from afar. and i am unconditionally loved in return.

but at the end of the day, it is a great deal of hurt to know that i cant be with them. 

but i can watch, and fantasize, and admire. 

ive learned so much from this one person in 2 years than i have from anyone else in 20. 

he spins my emotions outta control. but mostly, he makes me happy. 

and that, right now, is all i can ask for.


 
 
Current Mood: loved
 
 
brokenclndstn
04 February 2008 @ 09:15 am
just about the smartest thing ive ever heard in my life ( its QUOTE time once again)  
"everything that happens in life is just a puzzle when you think about it. eventually all the pieces are found and fit- sometimes it takes weeks, months, years to find them all.. but eventually all the lies and truths of any event in your life will be uncovered and laid out in front of you. only then can you really move on from one puzzle to the next one. if a puzzle is finished but has a piece missing it will bug you until you find that piece or figure out what ever even happened to it, until it all makes sense and you can see the picture perfectly. then you can put it back in the box or the back of your mind. you can forget about it. sometimes you will wish you didn't have to have all the pieces and know what they built, or look back at the puzzle picture once it's completed. it rarely ever looks like it does on the box anyway and it's disappointing. unfortunately life is exactly like that."

 
 
brokenclndstn
04 February 2008 @ 08:28 am
i used to dream you up and make you up in my mind  
*****not long ago i gave up hope******

A few entries back, I did my top 10 or whatever albums of 2007. I said that I was dissappointed in VIVA! LA COBRA. lemme take that back. <cringes> I was bored with all of my other cds. and decided to play this one for a bit. It grows on ya. Kinda like SANTI did.... 

me so sorry cobrassssssssssssssssssssssss


how dare i question the works of mr. patrick stump??

i am so ashamed.

 
 
Current Music: pa-pa-pa-pa-paparazzi-
 
 
brokenclndstn
26 January 2008 @ 07:16 pm
some shots of the new panic video  

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where the fuck is the solo of SPENCEER!? huh mtv??  huh, huh??

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^^awwww^^

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I didnt post all of them. U can find the rest over at mtv.com Im really glad they didnt stray TOO far away from what they were before. I ♥ them!

 
 
Current Music: panic- nine in the afternoon
 
 
brokenclndstn
21 January 2008 @ 07:37 pm
WELCOME to the SOUND of PRETTY ODD  

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WELL. THIS IS THE NEW COVER FOR PANIC'S SOPHOMORE RELEASE
LOVE IT.
3*25*08

 
 
 
Current Music: nine in the afternoon
 
 
brokenclndstn
16 January 2008 @ 07:11 pm
OMFG!@$*(&#$#*$@) COULD IT BE?!  

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Current Location: buffalove
Current Music: nine in the afternoon
 
 
brokenclndstn
13 January 2008 @ 02:09 pm
Sunday  

Ive decided im going to use this journal more often thruout 2008. Basically because I dont wanna look back and have it be all celeb gossip or something. So. Along with just about every other person, one of my resolutions is to tone up and eat healthier. BE HEALTHY. ~ more natural~Stop eating junk. maYBE take a yoga/pilates class or something. So far, its been tough. But i like Sunday afternoons. I can relax. So, (btw i say so alot, get used to it) im trying to drink some tea and honey and nibble saltine crackers as a lite lunch.
tea

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stereo


Listening to Fall of Troy,Envy on the Coast , and Forgive Durden.

"...She exits her gold chariot one pump at a time."

3/25/08- I am waay too excited for this. But I am gonna be so crushed. And then im gonna make excuses for them. NO. What am i saying? Its gonna be fucking great. Just like Viva! was and i didnt give it a thorough listen. Once i did i was totally feeling it.

working.working.working. its driving me nuts not being able to pick something career wise. I fully blame this on me being a gemini. its all in the stars. so im believing that what im set out to do will come to me in the stars? i dont know what the fuck im typing

So miss Ashlee died her hair red, huh? It perrrty i guess. shes still hottest as a blonde unfortunately. but would look better if she went back to that dark 'do she had in the beginning, but wait. arent they supposed to change and reinvent?


heychris is on tour again. (random spurts a-coming) jared letos looking creeepy. can someone update me on brit, i havent paid attention since they let her out of the hospital. Right now i hate Melissa. Im itching to go to a concert. Like every time i hear music, my blood jumps with the beat. My little sister somehow showed my mom who Jeffree Star is/was. she lol'd and said why is he trying to be famous.

well. thats all for now.


peace 

 
 
brokenclndstn
13 January 2008 @ 11:04 am
Wipe that smile off your fucking face  

(just posting these, for my own use) 
ps.its sooooo good!!!


ONE AND ONLY 

I'm head over
 heels for someone I
that I really cant' deal with

I wanna block her from my mind
but I really can't do it
I tell myself this the last time
Ima let her do this to me
Whenever we do spend time I realize
that I can't get enough of you.

(Bridge)
Wipe that smile off your f**king face,
[then i say to u]
Wipe that smile off your face.
[then i say to u]
Wipe that smile off your f**king face,
[then i say to u]
Wipe that smile off your face.

(Chorus)
To be despised, to be loved.
To be dreamt of, to be sought.
On the inside I don't care
Right in the middle,
I'm right in the middle
To be despised, to be loved.
To be dreamt of, to be sought.
On the inside I don't care
Be my unholy, my one and my only.

(Verse 2)
I wear scarves and hoods cause it's the only poker face that I've got left
And everything I love about you is a mess
Smash the mirror and break the palm reader's hands
I want to be better than I am.

(Bridge)
Wipe that smile off your f**king face,
[then i say to u]
Wipe that smile off your face.


[then i say to u]
Wipe that smile off your f**king face,
[then i say to u]
Wipe that smile off your face.

(Chorus)
To be despised, to be loved.
To be dreamt of, to be sought.
On the inside of I don't care
Right in the middle,
I'm right in the middle
To be despised, to be loved.
To be dreamt of, to be sought.
On the inside of I don't care
Be my unholy, my one and my only.

(Verse 3)
Girl just look what you done,
How could you do this to me?
I gotta put my foot down,
I can't let you do this to me.
I can't forget those good old times,
and all those things you were doing to me.
I wanna hit that one more time,
I'm in love with what you're doin to me.
Ima say it loud
right now lets f**k in this crowd
Why we arguin'?
I thought me and you were suposta be friends.
Let's chill for a minute,
Better yet, we needta heal for a minute.
Baby, put down the knife,
sometime I wanna save your life...[but I'm coool
]

(Chorus)
To be despised, to be loved.
To be dreamt of, to be sought.
On the inside I don't care
Right in the middle,
I'm right in the middle
To be despised, to be loved.
To be dreamt of, to be sought.
On the inside I don't care
Be my unholy, my one and my only

 
 
brokenclndstn
12 January 2008 @ 11:16 am
Saturday Morning  

 i need some new friends. 
preferrably some who are into the same music i am. 
(can u say Honda Civic 08)
and ones who dont still go to house/keg parties 
im not in high school anymore.

like, do i send out applications or post fliers?
maybe i should hold auditons? 

so PW has a new blogspot...ummm meelikey??
great..just what i need to do, stalk him even more. 

i need glasses. oooooh i hope i dont look like a four eyed freak.

.pretty odd. 
3/25/08


 
 
brokenclndstn
08 January 2008 @ 11:43 pm
JUNO  

WELL. GUESS WHAT I FINALLY SAW?!



Juno 

***********VERDICT************* OMG i fucking loved it. i was skeptical about it at first seeing as how my sister got knocked up at that age. BUT ELLEN PAGE was amazing. And i never got the appeal of jen garner, but i love jason bateman. EXPEPT this is the first movie where i really loved her and (EW pedo) hated him in this one.  ALSO michael cera is gooood.... even though his name is michael. and for some reason i love the name juno. i wanna name something juno. ok my journal is officially called juno. -get with it. or get over it.-

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Current Location: my desk
Current Music: the moldy peaches-anyone else but you
 
 
brokenclndstn
04 January 2008 @ 05:43 pm
 
ohmyfuckingosh

this britney chaos is nuts.
its everywhere

she finally broke, and i feel partly to blame. thanks alot fattie!

so saddd

but haaaaaaay
its fridayyyy
and i just got paid

did u catch the nsync ref?? hehe
 
 
 
 

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